18 Candles

18 Candles follows Ian Mitchell and Derek Lawson — the boy who isn't his to want. 

Derek isn't a classmate or a stranger; he's been a fixture in the Mitchell house for years, the best friend of Ian's older brother Gavin, the guy who's always just there — at the kitchen table, in the driveway, in every family photo Ian can remember. Falling for him isn't a meet-cute. It's a slow, terrifying realization that the person you've watched from the edge of every room has been watching back.

Set against the manicured lawns of Grosse Pointe and the restless pulse of Detroit just beyond them, it's 1995 — no texting, no coming out on your own terms with a click, just landlines you have to sneak past your parents to use and a city that hasn't decided yet what it thinks of boys like them. Ian and Derek fall in love anyway, the old-fashioned way: slowly, recklessly, in stolen hours and unbearable silences, with everything to lose if Gavin — or anyone — ever finds out.

Across three books, the series traces what it costs to want your brother's best friend in a year and a place that has no language for it yet, and what it means to choose each other anyway, candle by candle, year by year, toward eighteen.

18 Candles: Book One: Blue Raspberry

From the series: 18 Candles

The night Ian Mitchell finally told the truth about himself, his family forgot his birthday.

So when his friends drag him to Menjo’s to celebrate — his first night out, his first taste of a world that finally fits — he isn’t expecting much. He definitely isn’t expecting Derek Lawson.

The collision is an accident. Everything after isn’t.

Derek is...

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18 CANDLES: Book Two: In The Still of the Night

From the series: 18 Candles

Some love stories begin with a kiss.

This one begins with a secret.

Days before Gavin Mitchell’s wedding, Derek Lawson and Ian Mitchell are falling hopelessly, recklessly in love. Every stolen glance, every late-night phone call, every moment together feels like a miracle.

It also feels dangerous.

Because Gavin is Derek’s best friend.

Because...

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18 CANDLES: Book Three: Loud As A Love Song

From the series: 18 Candles

It was supposed to be the perfect rehearsal dinner — a celebration of love, family, and the future Gavin Mitchell and Hillary Beauchamp have spent years building together. But when a ghost from the past crashes through the doors of the Grosse Pointe Yacht Club, the carefully constructed walls around Ian Mitchell and Derek Lawson come crashing...

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